EVE Online - rough level 4 mission start

We got the rep, we got a ship, let's try some level 4 missioning. Oh dear! try the game: https://www.eveonline.com/ I was flying: [Raven Navy Issue, Meizu Kho's Raven Navy Issue] Ballistic Control System II Ballistic Control System II Shield Power Relay II Shield Power Relay II Damage Control II Large Shield Extender II Large Shield Extender II Large Shield Extender II Large Shield Extender II Large Shield Extender II Large Shield Extender II 500MN Y-T8 Compact Microwarpdrive Cruise Missile Launcher II Cruise Missile Launcher II Cruise Missile Launcher II Cruise Missile Launcher II Cruise…